Well, this is the start of it. I have been thinking about doing this for some time now and as you can see have finally decided to do it. My hope is to use this as a way of getting out all of the things that run thru my head. My thoughts are kind of scattered and so I feel some of the things I write about may be just as scattered. Please forgive me if this is the case as I cannot help it.

I don't know if anyone will read a word of this and at this point don't really care. I hope this will be therapeutic for me for now. As time goes by if anyone does read any of this I hope that it helps in some way. If any family or friends read this I hope it gives you some insight into the workings of my mind and why I act the way I do and think the way I think.